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Actually I have no idea what to write about , But I reallyy need to update my blog ! :D

For starters , I miss someone . Hahaha .Anything new ? Not really aite ? No text , No call , Naaaa Daaaa~ = =''

It's been what ? A day since I last saw him ? Ouh well , Maybe that's how things are supposed to be .

Oi , You ! I miss you ~ = =''

until I find something good to write about Bloggy !

oi you !

想你想到心痛 ♥

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●Totally Unexpected ! ♥

haha , this was so random and really nothing much happen . I was sitting in the sitting area and he was just outside of the sitting area. i didnt see him at all , but i had a feeling someone was watching me. suddenly , my phone vibrated ! and this was my celcom number ! only sam and johnny ever texted that number . so i was like "yeayyyy ! sammm!" :D suddenly it turns out to be johnny . since johnny NEVER EVER text me first this was a suprise ! like a good suprise ! ♥ and well , I wanna spend some time with Johnny. I looked around and saw him looking at me . We texted for like an hour or so ! haha ! Johnny , you're so unbelievable at times! DONT CHANGE A THING ABOUT YOU ! COZ YOU'RE AMAZING JUST THE WAY YOU ARE! ♥ ♥ ♥

Johnny , Green♥

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●Woeee ! Major Wake-Up Call !

I had a little eye opener experience at 6.30pm on the 24th of August 2010! People are people , I cant blame or change that. But do people really have to act so damn arrogant when its their own freaking fault ? Like HELLO! The World doesn't freaking revolves around you ! Get a hold of yourself and that major ego problem deflated!
Like OMG ! You should really go and have that head of yours checkout !
For instants life is definitely NOT like those movies at all.There arent really any off those good guys finish first things . hurm.what is the matter with people right now ? why do there have to be soooooooooooooooo freaking much prejudice! ergh . i cant stand it. would the people change ?! would it be a better place to live in ?
i really wanna live in a world where there wont be so much prejudice , where people wont be at all so much of a snob and just like see but dont talk ! we gotta do it for a better world . the journey for the greater good is a tough one , but someone gotta do it , like Ghandi said "Be the change that you want to happen"

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●Trip Down Memory Lane ~ ♥

I just took a trip down memory lane . LOL! To be more specific , I just visited my "dead blog". The one that i hadn't open in ages ! May it R.I.P and not be opened after this. Well , I was reading some of my old blog entries and guess what ?! I found this entry that I made for Almas.

Hahaha . It was soooooooooooooooooooo long ago that I totally forgot that I've wrote something for that sort.

Yeayh Well . Things are better now (: Like I said before , all you have to do is look at the silver lining in the skies (:

till tomorrow bloggy ( :

xo _Anna_

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The backdrop was finally done , after almost 2 weeks of working on it (:

The background , peoples and things in it was colored and completed.

It was finally completed after a week of work ! (:

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●MencintaiMu Semampuku.

Rabbii,

Aku tak sanggup mencintaiMu seperti Abu Bakar yang menyedekahkan seluruh hartanya dan hanya meninggalkan Engkau dan NabiMu bagi diri dan keluarganya..Atau layaknya Omar yang menyerahkan separuh harta demi jihad..Atau Osthman yang menyerahkan 1000 ekor kuda untuk syiarkan dienMu..Izinkan aku menyintaiMu ,melalui seratus-dua rats perak yang terulur pada tangan-tangan kecil di perempatan jalan pada wanita-wanita tua yang menadahkan tangan pojok-pojok jembatan..Pada makanan-makanan sederhana yang terulur di handai taulan..

Ilahi,

Aku tak sanggup menyintaiMu dengan khusyuknya shalat salah seorang sahabat NabiMu hingga tiada terasa anak panah musuh terhujam di kakinya.Karena itu Ya Allah..Perkenankanlah aku tertatih mengapai cintaMu,dalam shalat yang coba ku dirikan terbata-bata..Meski ingatan kadang melayang ke berbagai pemasalahan dunia..

Rabbii,

Aku tak dapat beribadah ala para sufi dan rahib,yang membaktikan seluruh malamnya untuk bercinta denganMu..Maka izinkanlah aku untuk menyintaiMu dalam satu-dua rakaat lailku.. Dalam satu dua sunnah nafilahMu..Dalam desah napas kepasrahan tidurku..

Yaaa,Maha Rahmaan,

Aku tak sanggup menyintaiMu bagai para Al-Hafidz dan Al-Hafidzah yang menuntaskan kalamMu dalam satu putaran malam..Perkenankanlah aku mencintaiMu,melalui selembar dua lembar tilawah harianku..Lewat lantunan seayat dua ayat hafalanku..

Yaa Rahiiim,

Aku tak sanggup menyintaiMu semisal Sumayyah yang mempersembahkan jiwa demi tegaknya dienMu..Seandai para syuhada yang menjualkan dirinya dalam jihadnya bagiMu..Maka perkenankanlah aku mencintaiMy dengan sedikit pengajaran bagi tumbuhnya generasi baru..

Allahu Kariim,
Aku tak sanggup menyintaiMu atas segalanya..Bagai Ibrahim yang rela tinggalkan putra dan zaujahnya dan patuh mengorbankan pemuda biji matanya..Maka izinkanlah aku menyintaiMu diatas segalanya.. Izinkan aku menyintaiMu dengan menyintai keluargku,dengan sahabat-sahabatku,dengan menyintai manusia dan alam semesta..
Allahu Rahmaanurrahiim,
Illahi Rabbi,
Perkenankanlah aku menyintaiMu semampuku..Agar cinta ini mengalun dalam jiwa..Agar cinta ini mengalir di sepanjang nadiku..Kerna Engkau Ya Allah..Lebih dekat dengan aku dari nadi di urat leherku..

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Meet my one and only Nurul Ameera Hany ~ Lol . Da lame rasenyer ta jumpe dia nieh . huhu . Well for start , dia adalah neice yang paling slalu aku hang and share EVERYTHING dengan . Dia jauuuuhhh skang ni , so ta bole la nak cam dulu . Heee . She is my super hot rawring partner ! Cam pelik an ? well , thats us for you .

Yesh , ni sebenarnya tataw nak ckp ape lagi . so i'll end it with an I LOVE YOU! hahaha ! :P

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Peter poked me ! ♥ OMG ! haha . totally spazzing ! totally hypervalinting ~ = ='' PETER ! i loveee you !
bwahahaha ! CARLISLE CULLEN ! ♥

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haha , after soooo long of not chatting with each other , finally today we chat and webcam again ~ :D

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●Undisclosed Desires.

I know you've suffered.But I don't want you to hide.It's cold and loveless. I wont let you be denied. Soothing I'll make you feel pure.Trust me.You can be sure. I want to reconcile the violence in your heart. I want to recognize that your beauty's not just a mask. I want to exorcise the demons from your past. I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart. Trick your lovers.That you're wicked and divine.You maybe a sinner.But your innocence is mine :) . Please me.Show me how it's done.Tease me . You are the only one . I want to reconcile the violence in your heart.I want to recognize that your beauty's not just a mask. I want to exorcise the demons from your past.Most importantly I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart <3

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Love.What is it.Everyone has their different definition of it.It might be the way a mother look at her children or the way teachers care for their students. It might even be the bond and togetherness of friendship that survive everything. Someone once said that "love is like a ghost.most have heard of it.but only some has ever seen it."

That might be true.But what is it really?Many search for it yet they cant seem to find it.For me, love is like a butterfly.You cant find it, it finds you. Just like a butterfly , the more you chase it around , it flies away.But when you stay at a place and don't go chasing for it, it might just be perched on your shoulder. Love is similliar as it comes naturally to you.It might not be the person you were hoping for , it might be the person that has always been there for you. "The greatest thing that you'll ever learn is to love , and be loved in return"

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Life is mostly made up of routines and patterns. We act them out everyday and they are what make up the bulk of our lives. Most of us live life according to a socially acceptable template, within the realm of safety, while living repetitively and dreaming of ways to escape. We want to be spontaneous yet we are tied down to these routines. It might be boring and yet even a little unnerving as we hope something fun and adventurous to happen if we manage to skip the same old routine. While we were worrying about the fun we might not get to experience , we have already lost valuable time by worrying.We didn't realize that everyday's "ordinary" event can turn "extraordinary" if you take a closer look. I've realized that even if you're not exactly where you'd like to be , that doesn't mean you can't live a little more lively. All that you have to do is just open your eyes.

We are constantly surrounded by miracles but we don't recognize them.This would be because they come to us so easily.We tend to overlook the little gestures that would make our day.For example , our brain is so complex that breathing comes as an easy bound nature to us that we don't have to think about it. What if we had to think about breathing? Would we manage to live our life's like now? or are we so preoccupied by the fact that we have to think to breath we cant accomplish anything at all.Isn't it amazing how we don't have to think about it as it comes so easily to us.

Now multiply that by a trillion. Every breath that comes from us is a miracle as it is what makes us alive right now.We tend to be caught up in the drama of everything that is sometimes insignificant to us.We tend to think that looking at the beauty of life is hard to look at.Realizing that everything holds it's own beauty in it's own special ways is possible.All we have to do is look at things a little differently.

Boredom due to routine is a fiction of the mind. In reality, there are no ordinary or extraordinary moments. There is beauty everywhere. To truly understand beauty, we can look at bad things to good things as the experience teach us the ways to be unshakable and strong.Opening our hearts and eyes can lead us to seeing things in a whole new prespective. Opening your heart is a matter of accepting yourself and life as it is.It's just a matter of forgiving yourself and other.It's also about letting go all of your resistance to the flow of life and the flow of circumstances. I know, it's easier said than done.

Other than that , another easier way to enjoy the beauty of life is by not being so judgemental. Have you ever noticed that once you start judging someone it immediately puts you in a negative mood? The judgement we make is because the person isn't comforting in our ways of mind. Just because they act a little strangely we label them as something inappropriate. Everyone's values are different,and that's what makes life interesting. While we may at times tend to make justifiable judgement , they're still ultimately not worth it.As the saying goes "compassion is a better vehicle for change than judgement" , the next time we want to make a judgement we need to try a little compassion instead.Let your feelings for the need to judge be a reminder for you to practice compassion.Beauty is experienced in a state of peace, not a state of condemnation. And yes, non-judgement do include the need to stop complaining.

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